falling, yelling, losing stuff

ho hum
i fell in the shower
i didn't hit my head
didn't break anything
nothing hurts
i got lucky
but like i was telling the person
who rescued me
eventually i'm going to fall
--what better place than this?
and she said even she's slipped in the shower.

then my cf returned my handitrans pass,
which cost me $42,
but had slipped
out of my wallet,
somehow.

falling, yelling at people,
losing track of stuff,
misreading or misinterpreting events--
these things threaten my supposed independence,
tho the reality is the is no such thing as independence
rather, we are connected, intertwined, woofed and warped, interdependent.
still, it would be nice to be amongst friends.
to be outta here.